Procastinating!!!!
Argh...........I am procrastinanting man, I know so much so that I should be studying right now, mugging my human repro but I am not doing it....procrastinating........It's really hard to sudden start studying if you didn't get it started in the morning. I didn't start this morning as I had a GP paper.
I was like telling myself over the weekend what I wanted to read in preparation for the compo but in the end managed to read only some essay skeletons, outsourcing, the young, globalistaion and a little of science and tech. I was so sure that I will do a science and tech qn till I saw the question...it goes something like this...."Science is orgainised knowledge.Wisdom is organised life" Have we lost wisdom in the pursuit of science? This qn is really made difficult by the words organised and wisdom of which I both do not have enough examples to back up with.... Arrrrgh.... In the end, I did...."If you want to be happy,be" Does happiness seem more elusive in today's world? Initially, I wasn't too sure about the idea of seemingly elusive then I digested that the qn is trying to say that happiness is harder to grasp, real happiness may not be what it seems to be. So I came up with all the reasons in today's world that can count towards a reason to be happy or not happy, suggesting that thre are more reasons to be unhappy than happy for the picture is not so clear cut on the macro view. My overall conclusion is that there is more causes fpr unhappines but since it is something untangible, subjective, and can be scaled to whatever the individual wants, then maybe there is happiness or something like that............
Sigh....then my beau is certainly up to something or am I thinking he is up to something for approximately the third or fourth consecurtive night we didn't managed to chat at night. Hmmm.......I am a very demanding person you know. But my demnds kind of fluctuate to and fro somethimes and it just so happens that right now I wish for more attention. Sigh.....he certainly isn't giving me enough or so I think but yet again, I won't fault him. He certainly has his own things and leisure to do in the hostel, tired or playing with his friends, be it the computer games or mahjong. Anyway, this isn't the first time it is happening and from past experience, I should not make such a big fuss about it so I am trying my best not too.....it's just that he is returning to Beijing in about one month's time for a aspproximately 5 months break or have his training there during the 5 months and I just wished that we could spend as much time even if it is through sms. Sigh, guess poor response to my initiating the chat the past few nights as a good sign also so that I can study. You see, part of me want to chat and the other part of me want to study, the part of me that is bloging write now wants neithr of the 2. confusing right.....maybe and maybe not...........sigh.....
ok, I guessI need to go study now....couldn't say much to do much philosophical thinking as tijme is tight and half the day has not even passed by for today.....Ok then, bye
I was like telling myself over the weekend what I wanted to read in preparation for the compo but in the end managed to read only some essay skeletons, outsourcing, the young, globalistaion and a little of science and tech. I was so sure that I will do a science and tech qn till I saw the question...it goes something like this...."Science is orgainised knowledge.Wisdom is organised life" Have we lost wisdom in the pursuit of science? This qn is really made difficult by the words organised and wisdom of which I both do not have enough examples to back up with.... Arrrrgh.... In the end, I did...."If you want to be happy,be" Does happiness seem more elusive in today's world? Initially, I wasn't too sure about the idea of seemingly elusive then I digested that the qn is trying to say that happiness is harder to grasp, real happiness may not be what it seems to be. So I came up with all the reasons in today's world that can count towards a reason to be happy or not happy, suggesting that thre are more reasons to be unhappy than happy for the picture is not so clear cut on the macro view. My overall conclusion is that there is more causes fpr unhappines but since it is something untangible, subjective, and can be scaled to whatever the individual wants, then maybe there is happiness or something like that............
Sigh....then my beau is certainly up to something or am I thinking he is up to something for approximately the third or fourth consecurtive night we didn't managed to chat at night. Hmmm.......I am a very demanding person you know. But my demnds kind of fluctuate to and fro somethimes and it just so happens that right now I wish for more attention. Sigh.....he certainly isn't giving me enough or so I think but yet again, I won't fault him. He certainly has his own things and leisure to do in the hostel, tired or playing with his friends, be it the computer games or mahjong. Anyway, this isn't the first time it is happening and from past experience, I should not make such a big fuss about it so I am trying my best not too.....it's just that he is returning to Beijing in about one month's time for a aspproximately 5 months break or have his training there during the 5 months and I just wished that we could spend as much time even if it is through sms. Sigh, guess poor response to my initiating the chat the past few nights as a good sign also so that I can study. You see, part of me want to chat and the other part of me want to study, the part of me that is bloging write now wants neithr of the 2. confusing right.....maybe and maybe not...........sigh.....
ok, I guessI need to go study now....couldn't say much to do much philosophical thinking as tijme is tight and half the day has not even passed by for today.....Ok then, bye
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